The Never Ending Sacrifice

First, I must apologize

For the whips I slashed across your skin,
only to pursue selfish thoughts

For the nails I drove into your precious hands and feet,
only to protect what I thought to be important

For the crown of thorns I fixed upon your smooth locks,
only to turn my back on You, who gave me everything

Your blood saving me,
when I clung to life by a thread

And yet,
it took me till now to realize

Now I shall fall on my knees
with praying hands

Because before I never gave a fighting chance